Hunting

Let's see....I am hunting for a bishounen =D The perfect Bishounen for me!I want one!XDD Eheheehehe....man..that's so........=______= desperate! TT_____TT I love gackt!

Memories

I miss everything.I miss my friends(everyone including in fs),I miss people that I hate,I miss the cruel teachers,I miss the nice teachers,I miss my ex-crushes,I miss my ex boyfriends,I miss my mother,I miss my dad,I miss my cousins,I miss my grandparents,I miss my ancestors,I miss that Japanese guy,I miss GACKT,I miss my neighbour's goat,I miss eating sushi,I miss eating lasagna,I miss my old flat,I miss my dead hamsters,I miss my dead fighting fishes,I miss my old bed,I miss my old room,I miss the working air-conditioner,I miss the radio,I miss hanging out under my friend's house,I miss my old slippers,I miss my mechanical pencil,I miss my seat,I miss my MP4,I miss my wrecked old bicycle,I miss my barbie dolls,I miss Mother's weird looking cactuses,I miss my old socks,I miss my used to be short hair,I miss my nephews,I miss Mother's cooking,I miss being alone in my room and flat.I miss my flat neighbours,I miss my Mother's friends,I miss being sincerely happy,I miss going shopping without being scolded or being ceramah at,I miss the beach,I miss Berakas Forest Reservation,I miss my full with money Ice Cream bank,I miss money,I miss my $3oo,I miss my $10 that got stolen,I miss my instant noodle that got stolen,I miss eating tinned food,I miss my dearest Mother's hugs,I miss locking up myself while listening to loud music,I miss freedom,I miss looking at my daddy killing lizards,I miss excitement,I miss enjoyment,I miss laughter without thinking painful things,I miss talking sincerely without hesitation,I miss my cousins' cats;Cutie and Bubbles,I miss being followed by my cousins' cats,I miss sleeping beside my Mother,I miss my Mother's eldest sister who is in England right now,I miss looking at the blue sky,I miss my old mickey pillow,I miss my old Pokemon mattress,I miss window shopping!

Pokoknya/In conclusion: I miss everything!

Thank you General B Maths for the missing thingy..I got it from you ;D

Why?

I just dont know why it seem to me like Im tortured by you,surrounded by harsh words.Cant you show me love?Even just a little?Everything changed.You were not like this.I never felt so useless,hated and emotionally disturbed before this.Was it because of mother?Mother loved me.She loved me so dearly.Never to be embraced by such warmth and loving arms anymore.Only to see pain,endless screams and never a loving face.Am I such a nuisence to you?Did I ever hurt you?Then why do you pain me so?I just wish that you'd leave me to my peace.I know you have your own burden but please dont include me in it.I am only mother's,no one else.Mother showed me so much affection that could not be replaced so easily.No,never to be replaced.My love for mother is beyond everything.I have change.I am not a little girl anymore but it doesnt mean that I'd go selling myself off to any perverted guy just to fulfill my desires.I'm not like that,you have known me since I was born but you still dont know me.I would never betray my family and put my family's name to shame.Why would I?Wouldnt I be in shame to?Do you think I'd like that?Is it so wrong to talk with guys?Is it so wrong to hang with them?I wouldnt get pregnant if I stand near them.Might as well lock me up in this place and never to see male species again and I'd forget how they look like and I wont be interested in marrying anyone when I turn into an adult.Wouldnt it be strange for a normal teenage to be not interested in guys at all?I'd say that person must have something wrong with her hormones and in the end not growing healthly.My existance isnt something you actually cherish but you could at least let me be.You are not Mother and you will never be mother because how she treats me and how you treat me have a large difference.I dont need money if I have love.I wont suffer.Nothing to think about.

Ok Im done here.Yup,just typing out my feelings.

"I only want to hear your thoughts,your own words.Not them."

XOXO

Shafs G.Camui

Let this Pain end

Nyahoooo~

Im currently sick today & yesterday(geez)I was so frustrated last night..I had a headache and slept a little early but I got woken up by my stuuuuuuuuupid fluuuuu at dawn!X( ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Bad mood all the waaaay!Cant sleep,cant lie down!!=_____= I felt so weak,my head was so heavy..So in the end I played PS2 ahahahaha!Am I weird or not?I mean..I had a headache but I still play PS2.It was only because I cant sleep but I didnt play long..I just walk here and there and didnt fight ahahahaahaha!Dont wanna fight the boss yeeet~WAIT FOR ME VAN!!!BWAAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA!

Anywayyss My Beloved General Boxers Knight PG Maths booked me..yup,she did..for writing lyrics..I dunno..I guess Im poetic(HARHAR!)

Hmm..what else?Oh oh I played my fav online game XDD Leveled up(YAY!)I wanna be expert~Nyaaaaaa..but it would be difficult cuz most of the time the server is full..=_____= *sigh*

"So long I have waited but when it happened I wasn't there."

I guess that's all for today.. Bye-Bye ^^

XOXO

Shafs G.Camui

Welcome Home Adik & Abang! =D

WELCOME HOME!!

I missed you guys so much!XDD

Nyaaa~My twin cousin *sigh* All healthy and chubby! :D

Thanks Everyone

First of all,I want to thank you my friends for their concerns and care.I really appreciate it..^^ Im sorry for ignoring you guys..I wasnt in the mood to talk..I was so depressed..I dont usually have this thing..crying a lot..nyaa~My eyes still hurts..=_____= I guess I really really cried a lot..But I guess Im fine now...a bit..Well I did laugh a lot because of my fellow mates =D Sankyuu~ I love you all..^///^

Etto,thanks to my friends especially:

Juin -First noticed me even if we're not close.
Zilah - For asking over and over again even if we're not close.
Liyana - For the list of problems for me to say yes or no.
Rinah - For helping me a lot.
Haji Wardah - For trying to make me laugh.
Qistina - For being her..uhh I guess she was worried too.(Sorry..)
Liesah- For being concern too..
General Boxers Maths - Yup yup she's also worried..
PABra Balqis - Just this..I LOVE YOU!and Im serious ^^
Neko-Chan - For the hug(I really needed that)
Ray
Ayu
Aya
Kurai
Qiah
Jaja
ByLL
Jatsy
and all who was worried..
and uhh Sir Fazli..=_____= Thanks Sir..
and the teacher who helped me (^///^)

Im sorry for my ignorance...

So the days went well after few..a lot of cries..

XOXO

Shaf G.Camui

Im bored again.

Harloooo~Im meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee fried noodles..I have nothing at all..LALALALA!I mean I dont have money..Okane ga nai!ahahaha...Hmm..yaoi perhaps?Ive been reading the same yaoi one-shot for bout 4 times already!Doesnt that show anything?!Yes yes it shows that I like men and men action and yes I love gay men and yes I may seem a little perverted seeing half naked men *massive nosebleed* >///< ZOMGACKT!Im so sorry Gackt!I didnt mean to betray you..I just..I just...>///< teenage hormones!!!I mean two pretty guys with each other tingling tangling~Nyaaaaaaaaaaaa~X3

Hmm I went 'Nick War' with my two friends earlier.Actually it all started when I changed my nick saying"Hey Dirah,how you doin'?*winkwink*" well I didnt really said that..hahahahaha!Anywayssss my fellow mate General Maths butted in by changing her nick into"Hey,how dare you not ask General Maths's doing!" and I went "Eh!Why are butting in ah?" and Dirah just said"Im fine,you?and uh how are you doing General Maths? XDD"(sorta like that) and it went on and on until General Maths claimed GACKT!ZOMGACKT!NOOOOO WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!

So we changed our nicks numerous times until I said "Bastard old grandma!Gackt is my boyfriend" in Japanese and then General Maths changed her nick into "White flag" ZHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA!VICTORIOUS!But I was a little too mean saying that to her..I was frustrated so yeah....=______=

So the war ended in about 5 sumthing and peace has been restored.YEAY!Im gonna apologize to her later anyway...sorry Maths..you know I love you *pouts* ;D

If I could..I would express everything here but alas,I cant because it's a bit too personal(Like I havent said anything personal like Bra for instance =D)

I LOVE BRAS!!

So anyway Im so freakin bored and Im really confused bout what I should do!

Like a flower only to bloom beautifully if well taken care of.. -A metaphor. Yup..Random..

Ah!Kes buring kaliah(Waaah speaking in Malay!) Im so friggin bored...X(

Why cant you accompany me here?Im so sad Buhuuuuuuuuuuu~

Because!When the sun shines we shine together!(Ecemen!)You can go sunburn lah!Bwahahaahahaha!

I wanna wear boxers.

Hey!Give me pretty men boxers for my birthday!=D

Im so RANDOM!Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee~I Love my beautiful self ^^(sometimes)

So anyway I think thats all

"In every moment,there's actually someone who fell in love."

XOXO

Shaf G.Camui

Shocking Kiss

Well if you read the title you'd think of either I kissed someone or I got kissed...=______= I got kissed..................ZOMGACKT!It was so sudden!NYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!DONT COME NEAR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!TT______________________TT


Ok ok thats too dramatic...well you see..actually I got kissed on the cheek(nearly)YAY!!!!!By my friend,Neko-chan =______= seriously.....she kisses everyone..I mean well her friends of course...I was so friggin surprise that I fell to the floor!ZOMGACKT!What power....+_____+ Please dont surprise me like that!X( Now everytime Im close to her,I cover my face....(Why am I acting as if she is a guy?NYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!)

I really dont know what my problem is....it's just Neko-chan..................................................Argh!I really dont know....Im so gonna suffer at school now that they know...Neko is totally gonna tease me >///< nyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...Before this she teased me bout that guy..peh!

What kind of symptom is this?IT IS SO FRIGGINN WEIRD MAN!!!I want to act normal with Neko-chan as always but....UWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!X'(


Umm... Doctor Gackt.. please cure me ^///^ I love you Gackt..zutto..

"These days doesn't seem right anymore.Am I longing for nothing?"

XOXO

Shaf G.Camui

Welcome Home

MY GRANDPARENTS CAME BACK!!

Happiness?Maybe....I mean grandma can control my fellow cousins~Nyaaaaaaaaaaaaaahoooo!!XDD

I missed you so so much my dearest grandmama XDD I love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!

The ill internet connection

The Damn Internet didnt work properly!

Nyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~X(

I can't post anything these few days =_____= Man that sucks!

So I cant tell you bout my days...yeah boring I know..nyahahahahaha!

Anywayss...what should I tell you?

Well,my days were so dull without the internet..SERIOUSLY!It drove me crazy!

Plus,Im broke..yup..Im still broke..so anyone who's kind enough to donate some money to me is VERY VERY welcome!=DD

Oh yes,my money got stolen..SHEESH!In my own house!Gudness!I mean even my instant noodle is stolen!Wtheck!They could just ask....I was so mad yesterday that I screamed out F**K and S**T a lot hahahaha!

So I hope that after this internet will work like usual..YA KNOW I STILL LOVE YOU INTERNET SO DONT FRIGGIN LEAVE ME!

Today,I talked with this guy in MSN,he was like asking me lots of questions it was as if I was on a quiz or something..he even asked me bout my parents WTHECK?!You plannin to marry me or something?No waaaaaaay!Im GACKT ALL THE WAY!So...he asked if I can send my picture to him..well,I dont give off my picture easily so I refused...After that I told him I gtg cuz I wanna play game so I just left my phone on the sofa..during my game session my phone made noise so I checked it out(Well of course I check cuz I thought it would be 'him' or my friend telling me something important)But alas,it was the guy...(That sucks)He said Hi again..I mean I already put my status busy and even put BUSY to my nick!So I just like ignore him...=______= So annoying I wanna play my game!!And again he texted me..(GEEZ!)He said he already saw my picture...(Are you in love with me now?)IM IN LOVE WITH SOMEBODY ELSE!!!But he's not living in the same country as I am TT__________TT (How frustrating!)After I ignored him AGAIN he said hi AGAIN (Oh god!)Nyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!Boyfie!(Definitely GACKT ;D)Save me!X(

I ignored him again..I dont know how long am I going to keep this up... =_____= Seriously....

Sometimes boys really freaked me out..last time that guy..that guy..that guy and that guy....=_____= Im not interested!How can I be when they force me?Plus,Im not interested in Malays HAHAHAHAHA!I am Malay myself but I dont feel like being with Malay boys..

Should I tell what type of guys I like?Maybe I'd give some points...(Im bored)

• Cute
• Tall
• Good English
• Nice
• Doesnt curse that much
• Open minded(Doesnt care if I like Gay men =DDDDD)
• OF COURSE NOT forcing me
• A bit well mannered
• Stylish
• Geek hahahaha!Geeks usually has good grades ^o^V So in other words, intelligent!
• Not fooling around(I kick your crotch ADALAH!)
• RICH!!!BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!(If can lahh hahahaha!XDD)
• Remembers my name =____=
• Hopefully has same interest as I am
• Can cook
• Knows martial arts
• Understanding
• Doesnt smoke and do drugs
• Not a hentai maniac FREAK!Who likes to sleep with anyone!(Ahahahaha..............................)

Ok thats enough I MEAN WHAT MAN IS THIS PERFECT?Ahhh robot..like Night Tenjo eh?Necoco?=_____= I want one!HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!Desperate much?It's not as if Im gonna find a husband at this age and those are the qualifications?I might just add I just want one child!NYAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA!Please be reminded that I wont mind if you're missing some points or two HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA!Joking~

I guess that all..

(^^)V NYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~XDD

"I began to realize that such feelings is a mere illusion."

XOXO

Shafs G.Camui

Yesterday & Today

Yesterdaaaaaay~Lalalalalala~

Hmm..I remembered I went to Giant..What else? ~___~ The place was okaaaaaaaaaaaaaay..There's food court,playground(ehehe I wanna play eh XDD),Black Queen ka?It has this collection for girls..I wanted to buy something from there but ya noe Im not filthy rich Im just cleanly broke =DD (Could I be more insane?) The answer is OF COURSE I CAN!!!Ahhhh~The ice cream there is sorta cheap..My ice cream leaked like a pipe when I ate it hahahahaha WET PANTS!Gahahahaahahahaha!=_____= Im not a guy....BWAHAHAHAAHAHA!Ehem Ehem enough of that stupid joke....Im sorry to every men who lives in this Beautiful Earth GOMENASAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!To the west,gomenasai!To the East,gomenasai!To the South,Gomenasai!To the north,Gomenasai!To the NorthWest,Gomenasai!!!!=______= Umm Sorry I love you.AHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA!

Dear ant,

I have long to kill you,no blood can be seen,no traces of death.It should be so easy for me yet you are somehow useful to me.I used you but yet you still come to me...I do not understand...I do not understand at all...why the heck Am I talking bout ants?

Dear Gackt,

I Love You.You are my source of inspiration.Deep inside my heart your voice echoed,you touched my fragile,unstable feelings so easily.So soothing,so beautiful,so sad...These weird emotions as if I began to like you again once more and as if the feeling when I start to like someone...AAHAHAHAHAHAHA!Gackt,I love you Bahh!Byll said you...are her husba*d!NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!I refuse to believe such statement!Well you know,some of my friends claimed that you're their boyfriend,fionce,"masteress",mattress etc etc etc But ya noee..I just said like, NO WAY MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN!O______o +_____________+ Kill all oppositions!!!!BWAHAHAAHAHAHAHA!You better hide under the table in case of sudden Shaf earthquake especially you! Yes YOU!Byll and Tina ;D Smooches Baby!


Yeah yeah I made some weird statements cuz I cant remember much bout yesterday =____=

Ok,today..The most important thing is I accidently brought the book from the reading room to my class,I didnt even notice because I was carrying two heavy files TT____TT I got help from Neko-chan and Kurai to accompany me to the staff room Sankyuu ne~^^

Lets see ...I had computer extra class for inforama thingy..It was fun somehow..Animation project..I made a circle move Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~XDD(Idiotically excited)

Nothing,Nothing & Nothing.

Fell asleep,woken up by disturbances from Marionette(Seriously =_____=)And well,used the laptop...The MAIN reason why I slept was because the damn internet didnt work!IT TRICKED MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!It said connection excellent but when I tried to go online..It was like it was saying DUDE I TRICKED YA!Connection doesnt work..Nyanyanya :p and I went ZOMGACKT!!!O____________o NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!I cant go online! TT_____TT Pure sadness I tell you!So..to calm myself, I sleep ^^(Please ignore the fact that this paragraph is blue in colour ^^)


"Slept away my troubles and worries but still,when my dream ends the first thing I thought about is you."


Yes,yes I know that Im undercore like Maths said whateverlah Mathssssssssssssss~I dun care buhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~Gwahahahaaha!

WTHEAVEN!!!!MARIONETTE JUST LIKE MADE A MARK ON MY BEAUTIFUL NOSE WITH A PINK PEN WHICH IS LIKE SO SO SO SO SO SO FREAKIN HARD TO REMOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

My life is officially ruined until this freakin mark GOES OFF!!

I hate you Marionette!CURSE YOU! TT____TT evil being who commented that this is lame....................................................................................HATE!*Punches*

XOXO

Shafs G.Camui

Smooches! X3

Gackt dancing(Eheheheheheheheeheheheheheheehe!)
Welcome Home gackt~(Ah??The boss harassed you again?)

I want to be the bottle~Lalalala!

Late post of the day BORING!

Harloooo~I am Inga the Swedish masseuse..First we massage the lips..Ok ok Im not Inga and Im not a masseuse!aaaand I dont massage lips gahahaahahaha!

Todayyy..I went home early,I had a bad tummy ache(Awwww..)I wasnt lying or faking it sheeesh!So I went home early because part of me didnt want to see the Geography teacher hahaaha!

Before we went home,the car was shaking!OMGACKT!What should I doooooooooooooooooooo?My dad and I had to go to the mechanic shop.Daddy had to pay $50 for fixin the car =__________= more money flies away from meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~Gackt!Save meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Went home and do nothing except for taking care of My Beloved cousin,Adib,went to the bathroom,eat and went to bed.Only to find myself to be woken by the heat of the day!I got pretty much pissed!After I went downstairs I found out that the power was out(HOW GREAT!)Soooooo I spend my time in the living room and do nothing again.

Seeeeeeeeeee?It's a big BORING

XOXO

Shafs G.Camui

But I did some crazy things before this like dancing like a maniac and did a mini act for my beloved aunt,Marionette.

"The moments flies away so easily,but in those moments I still thought of you."

Not So Spiffy Day

Hellooo~

What happened today...lets see...

I woke up late again,dad's sending us off to school since Grandma(who usually sends us off) went to KL roite?So my dad took over..he said he woke up at 4 something and arrived before I even woke up(He doesnt live with me)...seriously dad...He complained that I was really slooooooow...what can I say?I'm a Ninja Turtle in disguise Shhhhhh...but heck arent tortoise the ones who's slow?Snail?But the snail title is already taken by a particular someone whom I wished would give me lots of money!Bwahahaahahahaahahaha!Actually Im not really in a happy mood....eh eh eh ehe =______="

Class...came to school before 7 yaay~I dislike the subject maths..yup I dislike it..I dont like numbers and except if counting lots of money NOW THAT I WOULD LOVE TO DO!Not that I'd date any old geezer who's rich and is about to die soon(How cruel of me) so that I could take his fortune!No waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay~I have better taste than that!

And soo..during biology lesson,I didnt really paid attention.I was TOO busy disturbing Nadirah H.S by writing and drawing lots of random things in her fulscape(FUN!) In the lab,there was Josephine..ahh so lovely~If I could,I would've put a wig and a hat on her *sigh*My teacher said that Josephine is a HE!!No waaaay!!Josephine is female!female I tell YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!Man,I want a skeleton too!I asked my dad once and he said "What for?" and I replied, "For decoration." and put on my pleading face.And guess what? IT DIDNT WORK! After that I went to my ex-classmates' class,they were helding a party for some reason =____= I just got invited...The food were looking so tasty~ <3>

Anywaysss I didnt realize that I was late for my class =_____= I blame the fried chicken!Goodness..thank god I didnt miss anything yet for E.Literature...but problem came up..my beautiful highlight pen is outta ink =______________= S**T! I cant use my other highlight pen because the color wasnt the same...maaaaaaan~ANYBODY!!PINK HIGHLIGHT!!!X(

The highlight pen survived until the end of the class YAY!Then,Malay class =____________________________________= No.The specific book that the teacher asked us to use wasnt in my bag...............oh no nononononnonononononononononononononono!Ahaahaahaahaaha....the teacher didnt mind me doing the exercise using fulscape paper..Yay!

Lalalaala~Went home Went Crazy and used grandpapa's karaoke set HAHAHAHA!Karaoke baby!!X) and theeeeeen...coloured my aunt,marionette's hair~I was like....uhh just put it on laaah whateveerrr...Ahahahaahaha!I almost finished the whole bottle but her hair doesnt wanna absorb =______= ceh!Alasan!Hahahaahahaha!and then...shower,use laptop..eat and now..HERE!Uhh that was...I didnt do anything much at all!Waaaaaaaah~Whatever lahh I donut care hahaha I care for donut!Doughnut~Doe!Ahhahahaahaha!XDD

I LOVE YOU GACKT!

XOXO

Shaf G.Camui

P.S I still am kinda somehow moody moody because of that certain person(HAHAHAHA!Mau lagi tuuu) Haji WAAR!!!!aaaand Hi-Mit-Su ^^

"Im afraid if I didnt think about you for one second,you'd fade away..."

Grandparents off to KL & Guy at Hua Ho!!!XDD

According to my title..it says "Grandparents off to KL" so...grandma was really excited in a way to go to KL..I mean she requested that we should be ready heck earlier than the time she's off and first I thought my grandfather wasnt going cuz he really looked as if he wasnt going..I mean he just brought a small suitcase!

As usual the children were pretty much excited to go as if they never got out from the house!Adib,my cute little cousin that I mentioned before got in the car first..yupyup he got into the car by himself..=_____= Actually I didnt want to come but in the end I came because I was playing dress up cuz I wanted to take pictures of my beautiful self HAHA!So I changed my pants and borrowed my aunt's shirt..haha(borrowlah kajap!)Anywaysss...It was a nice big shirt!It's so comfyyyyyyyy~XDD Nyaaa~

Continue on,before we went into the car and the Adib incident,the children(My little cousins)were playing at the veranda(?) I even took some pictures of them playing,they looked SUPER cute!X) Ok,I dont entirely dislike them,theyre just annoying at times =______=

So arrived at the airport..OMGACKT!I saw two bishounens!XDD NYAHAHAHA!(Not that flirted with them which would be inappropriate!I would never do such a thing! >///< )Anywaysss after that I met my aunt Fatin,aunt Zillah & Uncle MR Jdi(?)To me aunt Fatin is such a lovely person plus she's hyperly pretty and talented somehow and fashionable and cool and knows how to cook and etc etc etc(Oh how highly I think of her HAHAHAHA!)Loves you aunt!Muahhhhh!XDD Kisssuuuuuuuuuuuuu~!!HAHAHAHA!So I got treated by my young aunt Zillah(She's younger than me how Spendet hahaha!!UNDERWEAR!XDDD)A candystick?Well when I tried to take the candy it got stuck so I pulled with POWER and FULL FORCE and JENG JENG JENG,I only got the stick TT_____________TT it was so hard to eat like that I didnt finished it ehehehehe!I left it at the restaurant where we ate(Nyahahaaha!Membazir banarr~)

After that(sesi besalam tangan abis) we went to the restaurant(where I left my unfinished candy at) to eat lahhh what else?I chose to eat Honey Garlic(?)Chicken Rice and drink ice lemon tea(Not important eh?)Eat,Eat,Eat,Eat,Eat&Eat.After that my uncle and his wife came..wheeeeeeeeeee~What?No Adib?!TT____________TT Anywaysss after that one of my cousin's hand got stuck to the chair HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!Im so happy! =DDD(yes,I am crazy)I mean,who asked him to put his hand there?So he kinda cried but my family members laughed at him(He's usually a naughty boy I tell you!)We kinda scared him off by saying if you put it too long there the chair will eat you!Nyahahahahaaha!He got pretty much scared..XDD(Yes,I am evil)I dont care lalalaalalalala~XP

After that~JENG JENG JENG I followed my uncle to Hua Ho(This is where I met him..Adeh!)Yes my beloved aunt,Marionette and I were prancing around~Lalalaalala!We went up and the first thing we went to is the bra section(Sorry Mat..not my fault!HAHAHA!)Anywaysss after that(After that again)we wanted to see my other aunt(I know my aunts are a lot!)who's currently working there~First went up,no sign of her..Then we went up again,still so sign of her,up again!(Ngalih ehh/So tiring)Also no Ka Lijah!!!!!!WHERE ARE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU???!!X( And then when we went BACK TO THE ESCULATOR!!Batman styleeee~Wooooosh!we saw my aunt,Ka Memeh,She said "Did you see her?" and we replied "Nope,only kadai electronic jaaa~" She got confused and she remembered the jewellery shop was on the second floor =_____= (Aaaand went went to the top floor just to see electronics...)At least we saw some guitars!Wheeee for guitars!YAY!XDD

And then YAY!we found her!So happy!(Ngalih kaliah mencari!It was like playing Hide & Seek ahahaha!)but the funny thing is...we saw her puttin on an earring on a guy(Well I suppose he's a...cuuu...teee...guy...hahahaahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahaha!)He kept on smiling and laughing with us too and we even joked with him!Waaaaah!So friendly maaaan~Nyahahahahaha!aaaaand I got discovered!OH NO!!!IM INNOCENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I wore my aunt,Marionette's cute big shirt~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!X( Ahahaha~Im so embarrased..ecemen~haahahahaha!glaaaaaaaaa~Crazyyyy~Alritee...adang..enough...=)

YEAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!I bought the HL MILK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111!!!!1111!!!

11!!!!!!!11111!!!hahahaahahahahaha!My HL!Dont steal!XDD Me loves HL MILK!!!

Btw,Wardah..I miss you so so much!X) Loves you!Hahahaaha Chuuuuu~XDD See ya at school girl!and Dirah H.S you're so Funny!!!XDDD Next time I want to chat with your crazy self again in MSN!!Usually in class so silent maaaaaaaaah!!!XDD Tapuk2 lagi tuu XDD HAHAHA!(HYPER!)

My Beautiful Ladies at class,you guys are crazy and I LOVE YOU!Spread the loveeeeeeeee~!!

Balqis,Wardah,Tina,Rin,Pg.Maths,Dirah H.S,Timz & Mizah

Btw,where is he?TT________________TT Thanks for accompanying me Dirah Kisssu~

I WAS IN A GOOD MOOD!



GACKT I LOVE YOU!!!XDD

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Shafs G.Camui

P.s TOO TIRED TO CHANGE COLORS!!HARHARHAR!

"In my heart,I wished for this lovely day not to end."

Nothing interesting happens YET

Im bored~

Woke up late and got scolded by my aunt..Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee~(NOT!)I mean she likes to do this to me..I got pissed off of course..I just F**K-ing woke up so my mood wasnt that good...Dont blame me yoooo~I sorta got annoyed by my cousin too(She REALLY loves to torture the innocent maybe not so innocent,ME!)

So I went to my room and switched on my laptop while I was still wearing a towel!Bwahahaahaha!(Can't wait to use the internet and DONT think of weird stuff or you'll get a MASSIVE nosebleed =) )Anywayssss while waiting for my Oh -So-Lagging laptop I wear my clothes(HAHA!Like it's so important to mention) This is so weird...anyway..OH NO!No bra!Hahahaahaha!Im not sensored..XDD I forgot to take it..I thought I had one in my room..Whatever..So well uhh let it be I'll get it later hahaha!Using the laptop lalalala!(Dont think about the bra!)

So....I tried to wake up my aunt while Im using the laptop..she didnt budge at first then she woke up a few minutes later maybe it's because of my annoying speeches haha!I talk to sleeping people(Who cares?I dont~)As I was getting hungry I went downstairs and fetch my bra before I eat hahaha Bra again~This is really personal but heck most women wears bra!XDD I dont know if guys are reading this...uh just cope up with my insanity!WHEEEEEEEEEEEE~!!

So I eat(Apaaan~)Hahahahahaaha!I just grabbed the sausages from a bowl of soup(?!)Dunno and dont care hahahaaha!and few fried prawns I LURVE PRAWNS!But the thing is,I dont like "The getting rid of the shell process!" So annoying,I dont really like using my hands to eat but my family says it's the way the Malays eat..It's not that Im ashamed to be a Malay..I just dont like to get my hands dirty..

So as I was eating,my other aunt asked me to take care of my cute little cousin,Adib!XDD Nyaaaaa~He's asleep and she wants to go somewhere and I think she was gonna cut her hair.My other other aunt,Marionette wanted to cut her hair too so she went with her..So I am left here writing this blog and chatting with few of my friends but the person who I really wanted to talk to ISNT ONLINE TT___________________TT I am depressed somehow but a little happy thats why I was joking around in the first few sentences roite?HAHAHAHAHA!(Yes,a total crazy person)So I got kicked out of my uncle's room BUHUUUUU~!!But not exactly,he was worried bout my health because I was coughing a lot and his room is air conditioned(Awwww~)So yeaahh he asked me to take medicine,he also said that if it gets worst I cant sing Japanese songs anymore(Haha!He's teasing me..)Yup,he just had to put the "Japanese" word in his sentence so in the end I gave up and went back to my room and here I am!Writing this blog yooooo~

Im done!

OH!I FORGOT!GACKT!I LOVE YOU!!!XDD

XOXO

Shafs G.Camui

The boredom conclusion

Shafs <3 Ahahaaha!IM JUST BORED so I place my beautiful self here =) NYAHAHAHAHA!

Look!I need to eat medicine!

MY HEAD HURTS LIKE HEAVEN!TT________________TT

Cure me?

Come and save me my Prince Charming without the armour!XDD

My prince in shining armour!!Bwahahaahahaha!(Not really)I guess he looks sexier without the armour ;p Along with my story,so I came and went to look for them aaaaaaaaaaand...AHA!GOTCHA!Gotta catch em' all gotta catch em' all pokemon!But better is Bishounen!!(Beautiful Men)like for example my Gackt!XDD

Anywaysss,so I found them in Aya's?class(I think,not so sure)They were using the laptop watching an anime that they like,I wasnt really interested in it mainly because there is "NO Gackt" OMGACKT!No waaaaay~But heck it was kinda cool with the fancy looking animals?

Alright back to my story(menyimpang kajap tadi),They werent exactly discussing as planned,they were rather doing something else but it was fine with me as I don't mind them doing that because they're enjoying it.The main reason they were doing that because the F**C-ing(OPPS!) internet doesnt work.One of my friends said that it was closed?blocked?got a barrier or something...Sheesh more torturing things to add at school how splendid spendet and undergarments!!!!(Doesnt really make sense roite?I know Im crazy so dont hate me!)

GACKT AISHITERU!!!(Haha!Random~)Anyways some of them got fed up of doing their business that by whatever theyre doing..So..one went for audition for cheerleading was it?(Dunno and dun care maaaaaaaaaaaaaaan~)Hahaha!Even if I was interested in dancing and stuff(Shake yer booty baby!)I would NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER show my booty skills to people haha!(Kana curi cia karang!Mana buleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh~)

So problem came up,It was like *TUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT* Yupyup it was depressing..I got this weird feeling both in my head and stomach..=_______= it was somehow painful.I felt like I couldnt do anything(Nah bedrama cia)So fragile,so useless?I couldnt say anything nor could I do anything to make those tears from falling..Maybe at least wipe them away?Every word that came from me seemed like it hurted her,I felt like I was torturing her. . .My not perfect self I am just human,I tend to make numerous mistakes.Like, mistaking another woman for my mom "once upon a time" I even held her hand!OMGACKT!Thank god she didnt turn into a huge weird green looking monster like Bugzard from Cabal haha!(Online game influence much?)

Anywaaaaaay everything went fine after that..^^V YEAH!I began to sing random songs with my beautiful voice NYAHAHAHAHAHA!Joking~ ok, maybe my voice isnt that bad?X) nyaaaaaaaaaa~I sang love songs?O_____________________o WTHEAVEN?! Yes,due to my lack of communication with male species that is at the range of my age.(Owwwww..!!my head hurts a lot!Maybe it's because...too much thinking?What can I say?I have so much to think about like about my neighbour's goat,so handsome ehhh HAHAHAHA!Even a goat is handsome to me..weird..the goat mustve casted a spell on me so that I wont eat him?her?But last time the goat had a child..HAHAHAHA!But the thing is there is no male goat there...so...how?HAHAHAHA!Dont think of weird stuff HAHA!HAHA I say HAHA!So many many hahaha I mean a lot HAHAHA!(See?)

Waaah..it's already long?I talk too much but NO WORRIES LADDIES!It's almost finished heheehe~(Syukurtah Alhamdullillah!)Ok ok...enough with the goat even if he's handsome,if you want his email I can ask my neighbour!HAHAHAHAHA!Enough GOAT!!!!!!!Ok ok self I'll stop mentioning GOAT..

So my day ended kinda well..HAPPY!GAY!XDD

Okay..see?No more to say..

XOXO

Shafs G.Camui

School Sport Practice Day which I Don't Participate In!HAHAHA!XDD

Lalala~Hot hot day I tell you!

I came to school a bit late..Came to school and chatted with few of my friends,well to the hall Bla Bla Bla and walked to SOAS field.Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!!Not really if you don't have anyone special there =_____= like for example me, but what the heck it's still an all boys school anyway~hahaha!

After we arrived,the boys,checked through their windows(theyre still in the cage..haha!XDD)Anyways,things werent that fun..just sitting under the sun as if we were tanning TT____TT we want to have fair skin not tan! X( sheesh ...

I was hanging with my close friend,Nadirah H.S,we joked a lot...plus her sister(some of my friends thinks she's really pretty,I guess so =D ) was sitting behind us,she was funny.My two other friends Miza & Timz participated in the running challenge,Miza got 2nd place while Timz well umm..ya know...

After some time,the boys just got released(breaktime) so they went wild =DD harharhar! The were like cheering like crazy!To me,they sounded like girls =______=

After everything ends boys went back to their cages,I saw one of them jumped through the window of their class..See?What did I told ya?NYAHAHAHAHAHA!Some of them even said Bye-Bye while the Stprians went out..Thank you very much HAHA!

I was sorta requested to come in the afternoon so I went home for awhile to take my laptop and went back to school~

XOXO

Shafs G.Camui <3

My first post is this:

I sincerely love Gackt!

I am actually not really a narcisst~Hahaha!XDD

But sometimes I can be a narcisst..haha XP

Hmm what else should I write?

Oh!Oh! About today!,I mean tonight...=____=..

MY COUSIN WAS DOING SOMETHING TO MY PRECIOUS BELOVED LAPTOP!GEEZ!AND WHY THE HECK WAS SHE HOLDING A FORK WHILE DOING THAT?!THATS JUST FREAKIN WEIRD!

I got pretty mad well uhh I'm on my period so yeahh~ I used my pillow to cover myself up while I screamed F**K! yupyup I did...

Ahh..nothing like another sport day practice day again tomorrow..so annoying..I wont participate in anything anyway...=_____= I dislike sports except for badminton..I especially dislike running I mean I can barely run properly...I'll collapse halfway of the road if I did argh..Im not that healthy..

Blablabla I love the scent of chocolate without the ants of course!

Oh!Oh!IM SO FREAKIN LONELY! TT_________TT KOIBITO COME TO MY ARMS!BWAHAHAHAHAAHA!(Is that weird?)

Owwww!!Backpain!!!!!!!!X(



Random sentence of the day,night,WHATEVER!(YAY FOR CAPSLOCK!=DDD)

="These emotions tried to reach for you so hard but you cover yourself up with an invisible barrier."

XOXO


SHAFSSSS~!!